OLIVIA RITCHIE

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Friday, June 4, 2010

A Time To Treasure


When you think of summer what comes to mind?


Summer
laughing
dreaming
smiling
playing

It ends too quickly
over before it's really began
the memories
the moments
I will never forget

Every year
after 9 long monthes
it arrives once again
the memories return
the moments approach
the laughing begins
the dreaming draws near
the smiling and playing
the dancing and singing

Summer
a time to enjoy
a time to treasure
the times we'll remember
all our lives

Thursday, May 27, 2010

I stare

Author's note: This is a poem regarding theend of the year.

I stare
The hall seeming to go on forever
Emptiness
Children's voices, gone
Teacher's books, packed away

I stare
Clocks ticking
Scenes of classrooms
Libraries
Gym classes
Flash through my mind
No one present to fill the scenes

I stare
I'm leaving these halls
No longer will I read those books
No longer will I open this locker
No longer will I sing in this choir room

I stare
I wonder
I wish
There was a little more time

Friday, May 21, 2010

The Chain Reaction

A response to the novel The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time.

I have a cousin who suffers from autism and I've never really paid much attention to it. I've always thought he was smart but just a little different than everyone else. After reading just a small amount of this novel I came to realize how brilliant autistic children really are. The way they lay out evey situation and every idea, looking at it in such detail is amazing, it is not something that most teenagers would ever be able to do. It seems to me that our school system does an exceptional job of tending to kids like Christopher. I love how most of them are able to take part in normal classes and be a part of the middle school experience. I really appreciate those people who take there time to help. But there are some that don't respect this. They choose to make fun, call names, be completely irresponsible. The US is supposed to be a place of equality. It upsets me to see autistic kids treated differently. There are kids that deny them their chance of experience what all children experience. When I get to spend time with my cousin I enjoy listening to what has been going on in his life; he is able to have a job and have friends and graduate from highschool. It's not like that for all autistic kids, however. Some are constantly alone and left behind. There's something we can do to change this. By do one kind thing for these less fortunate children you can start a chain reaction.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Gifts from Love

This is a response to the novel The Power and the Glory by Graham Greene. It displays the gift of children but it also shows the consequences that come from a loss of love. The priest and Maria are and example of two people who found themselves falling out of love but their hurt went on to their child. Brigetta is now forced to grow up without a father.

It is common in our world today to find split parents, failed marriages, or just people who fell out of love. Love is fragile, and often times misunderstood. I believe that somewhere in the world there is a person for everyone; everyone has a soul mate, it just takes time to find that missing half. In this novel we see an example of love that has been dropped and broken.

Maria and the priest had once been in love and from that love came a beautiful child. At one time it must have really been meant to be if such a wonderful thing was created from it. When the priest returns to his home he finds his broken family. They are each nothing but puzzle pieces, they have fallen apart but they can still fit together, it would just take some work. It seems that the priest sees this, but he has lost the strength to recreate the puzzle. When he's near his wife he doesn't feel that sense of home that two people are meant to feel in marriage, he feels hated and lost. Even his daughter turns from him and acknowledges her sense of abandonment.

It is difficult when you don't feel at home with your own family. As a priest he was never meant to be with a women, but out of it came a blessing. Although, this priest can't see his child grow up, can't be there to witness her struggles and help her through them. But that is his consequence for what he had done. He was with woman who gave him a beautiful little girl but he can't be a part of her life.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

The Listeners-- Written by Walter de-la Mare


My grandpa introduced me to this poem by Walter de-la Mare.
The Listeners


'IS there anybody there?' said the Traveller,
Knocking on the moonlit door;
And his horse in the silence champ'd the grasses
Of the forest's ferny floor:
And a bird flew up out of the turret,
Above the Traveller's head:
And he smote upon the door again a second time;
'Is there anybody there?' he said.
But no one descended to the Traveller;
No head from the leaf-fringed sill
Lean'd over and look'd into his grey eyes,
Where he stood perplex'd and still.
But only a host of phantom listeners
That dwelt in the lone house then
Stood listening in the quiet of the moonlight
To that voice from the world of men:
Stood thronging the faint moonbeams on the dark stair,
That goes down to the empty hall,
Hearkening in an air stirr'd and shaken
By the lonely Traveller's call.
And he felt in his heart their strangeness,
Their stillness answering his cry,
While his horse moved, cropping the dark turf,
'Neath the starr'd and leafy sky;
For he suddenly smote on the door, even
Louder, and lifted his head:--
'Tell them I came, and no one answer'd,
That I kept my word,' he said.
Never the least stir made the listeners,
Though every word he spake
Fell echoing through the shadowiness of the still house
From the one man left awake:
Ay, they heard his foot upon the stirrup,
And the sound of iron on stone,
And how the silence surged softly backward,
When the plunging hoofs were gone.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

The Pathes of Life and Love

This is an alternate ending to Barbara Kingsolver's novel, The Bean Trees. In this response it is displayed that love is a powerful thing and it can dramatically alter a person's decision. The main character, Taylor Greer, has fallen in love with a refugee named Estevan. Him and his wife had recently left the small town of Tucson where Taylor lives. In the novel Estevan and Taylor never see eachother again, but I felt that they desearved one last goodbye, so I altered the ending. Through their seperation they discover their love for one and other, but even their true love cannot pull each of them from their true path of life.

Slowly I pulled out of the driveway. I wasn't sure which way to turn. As I watched Estevan turn away I could feel the hot tears begin to roll down my face. I drove, drove for miles, crying all along the way. I had never felt this way; the one man I ever loved, I let walk away right before my eyes. But the thing is, I couldn't do anything about it. The car slowed down and I pulled it to the side of the road. I looked to the back seat to check on my sweet Turtle. She was in a deep sleep and she looked happy. She was so content with her goodbye, why couldn't I be like that? It was so hard for me. It's confusing, I had never really gotten what I wanted but things seemed to stack up anyways, why is it so hard for me to lose him when I'm so used to losing things?

She finally opened her eyes. "Good morning sunshine." I smiled.
"Ma!"
I picked her up and hugged her close. I could feel the tears once more. After a couple minutes of holding each other I realized what I had to do. Starting the car was the first step, I put the car in drive and pulled it back on the road. My sights were set on home. Lou Ann was waiting for me and that was where the comfort was. Lou Ann and I could get through this together.

"Lou Ann! We're home." I yelled.
She ran down stairs and gave me a huge hug. Then she leaned down and lifted up Turtle and smiled real big at her. I was home. There was no doubt about that, I just missed Estevan.

Three weeks later, Mattie knocked on our door. "Taylor, I have something to tell you." Mattie said with grief in her eyes.
"What is it?"
"Esperanza is dead."
I burst into tears. Mattie grabbed my hand and began reassuring me that everything will be alright and Estevan is a strong man; I already knew that. Then she looked me straight in the eyes and told me something that left me speechless.
"Taylor, I want you to listen to me. When I talked to Estevan you were the first one he mentioned. He didn't even want me to tell you about Esperanza, but I felt like I had to. He wanted to tell you himself, so he asked if you would come visit him."
I wanted to smile, but I knew that was not the way to react. Immediately Mattie took me to my room and helped me start packing. The room was silent. I wasn't sure what to say. I was in such shock.

As we loaded up the car and began to drive, Mattie looked to me. "I want you to know its okay to love him. He cares for you so deeply and you’re the only way that he will get through losing Esperanza. I can't help him as much as you can." I smiled, but I also cried. It was so touching to know that I was the one he wanted to turn to for comfort.

We pulled into the drive and I got out right away. I ran up the stairs of the building, frantically searching for Estevan. I knocked on the door, and a woman answered. She looked at me and right away she knew who I was. I walked in and saw him immediately. He stood up from his chair and walked towards me with a smile on his face. I burst into tears; I didn't understand why he was so happy.

"Taylor, I have been waiting for you." He took me in his arms and held me as I cried. "I love you. Will you come with me? Will you grow old with me? Will you make a family with me?"

I looked up at him and smiled. "Oh Estevan, I want to do all those things, but my life is here. It makes me so happy to hear you say that, I wish that it was easier, but I want you to know that I love you and that will never change. I pray that you will be safe and find your way. You will always be on my mind." I began to cry again. "I have to let you go Estevan. Please know that I care more than anyone could possibly understand. But this has to be goodbye. It's for the best." The tears rushed down my face as I locked eyes with him.

"Taylor, I want you to go on with your life and raise Turtle in a safe and comforting home. I do not expect you to come with me, I just want you to know that I will be missing you. And I had to ask."

I hugged him once more and then left. I felt satisfaction, which seemed strange considering what had just happened. What I needed to hear had been said and that was the end of it. Now it was my turn to start my own journey-- to live a life worth remembering.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Have you ever?

a poem in relation to the novel The Bean Trees, by Barbara Kingsolver. In this poem I put emphasis on helping those who are less fortunate.

Have you ever considered?
Considered the families
Considered the children
Considered the suffering

Have you ever wondered?
Wondered what it’s like
Wondered how they survive
Wondered why not me

Have you ever cried?
Cried for their pain
Cried for the unfortunate
Cried for those who barely survive

Have you ever wished?
Wished you could stand by them
Wished you could put a coat on their back
Wished you could take their pain

Have you ever thought to take action?
It’s not too late to start now.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Crossing of Two Paths

My group has chosen to read The Bean Trees by Barbara Kingsolver. To me, this novel has been quite refreshing. After reading the graphic pages of Life of Pi, this novel is exceedingly more gentle and relatable. The story begins with two young "moms" whose lives have become scrambled and confusing in a very short amount of time. One woman, Lou Ann, had just recently had a baby and her husband left her to support her child on her own. She lived in Tucson, Arizona, across the street from Jesus is Lord Used Tires.


Taylor Greer, a young girl from Kentucky, had recently been burdened with a child on her stop on an Indian reservation. The child seems to have been abused and is extremely unresponsive. Eventually, the two of them land in Tucson at the doorstep of Jesus is Lord Used Tires. They stay in a small motel for a while, until they find a renting add posted in the paper. Coincidentally it had been posted by Lou Ann. Taylor and Turtle, the child, answer the ad and seek out Lou Ann and her sweet son, Dwayne Ray. They decide to become roomates and the two families mesh into one, beginning to sustain eachother. I’ve really grown to like this book. Even though most of the things the women are going through, I’ve never experienced, I still feel empathy for them. I really enjoy reading novels about people’s lives. It seems to me all the hardships that Lou Ann and Taylor go through now will build them and character and they will be strong women in the future.


Kingsolver also illustrates the importance of friendship. This is a topic I can most definitely relate to. As Lou Ann and Taylor grow closer and build a strong trust in one another, they begin to see things differently. They recognize their hardships but they also find happiness in their struggles because they are tackling them right alongside one another.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Mom and Dad

You've been there through it all
Wiping the tears from my eyes
Telling me it will be okay
Laying by my side until I stop crying
Waiting for me to fall asleep
Holding my hand to scare away the nerves
Sitting in the stands
Cheering me on
Smiling at me when all I can do is frown
Saying I love you every chance you get
Kissing my forehead
Checking up on me when your worried
Running this race called life
Right by my side
Encouraging me
Listening to me
Reassuring me, you'll always be there
You'll always love me
I'm so proud to call you Mom and Dad.

Dreams to Reality

Once upon a time, long, long ago, there lived a young girl named Emily. She was very quiet and kept to herself most of the time. Her family inherited a large plot of land near the Pacific coast. On warm sunny days she would quietly slip away to the beach where she would sit, with her back against a boulder, staring across the ocean; dreaming. She would dream about the future, about adventures she longed to have, about places she longed to go, about people she longed to meet. She fantacised about the day she would be that damsel in distress and her prince charming would come riding over the hill on a great steed, prepared to save her. He would lift her up in his arms and carry her down the great hill, pronouncing his great victory of saving this princess. They would run away together to a romantic paradise. Here, he will kneel down on one knee and pull out a ring.

As Emily sits there, chills run down her spine, she wonders if this day will ever come. And just as this thought slips her mind a shark slides up on shore and takes hold of her ankle. She cries out for help and it seems no one can hear her. Just as she feels she has no hope, a hansom lad appears from around the corner. He sprints to her location, jabs the shark in the stomach, forcing it to let go of her ankle; then he lifts Emily up and runs her down the shore.

Emily had always dreamt of this moment—held by a prince charming running next to the ocean, the sun beating down on the two of them, feeling safe and in love—but in her dreams there was no blood. She thinks of this as her vision begins to blur, and her body becomes numb and she slips into unconsciousness.

Hours later, she awakens and two beautiful blue eyes meet her gaze. She feels a gentle touch behind her kneck and a hand carefully lifts her up. Emily sees that the owner of this hand is the hansom boy that rescued her. She quietly thanks him and he smiles at her. His smile, oh his smile, the corners of his mouth curved up perfectly and his eyes lit up with excitement. Emily was hypnotized. With a soft, gentle voice he said, “Are you alright? I was really worried about you. That shark had a good hold on your ankle. I have a bandage on it but I think we’re going to have to get you to the hospital.”

“Oh I’m fine, just a little dizzy. Is there any water near by?” Emily replied.
“Yea I’ll go grab some. Before I do though, my name is Tristan. What is your name?”
“Emily.”
“What a pretty name for a such a beautiful girl.”
Emily blushed and layed back down. Her hands were shaking and she felt chilled. When Tristan came back with water she took a drink and instantly it seemed she could think clearer. “Thank you for saving me. You didn’t have to do that.” She said.
“Are you kidding? I couldn’t leave you there to die. The truth is, I had been watching you anyways. I was debating as to whether I should talk to you or not. I was enjoying watching you so much I felt there was no need to talk.” He said. Emily smiled once more. In the back of her mind she wondered if this was fate. Did she meet him for some important reason?

He asked her to walk with him and she did. They began talking—talking of life and the future. It was strange to Emily, she felt like she had known Tristan all her life, she felt more and more comfortable every second. She felt that he actually listened to her and understood what she was saying. Together they walked and talked, growing closer and closer every second, until their hands touched. Tristan gently grasped her hand looking at her and smiling. They continued to walk, and when Emily would complain of a soar ankle he would carry her for awhile.

Laughing and crying, they would walk on. When they came to the end of the beach they stopped. Tristan turned towards Emily, he pulled her in and kissed her on the forhead.
“I’ve never felt this close to someone before. I just met you and it feels as though I’ve known you forever. I can’t go on without knowing if you will spend the rest of your life with me.” Tristan knelt down, looking up at her with eyes full of tears. Emily instantly began to sob. She knodded her head, unable to get any words out. Both are speachless, not moving, until Tristan gets up, lifts up the girl of his dreams and runs into the water, as tears run down each of their cheeks. Who would have thought that a dream in the morning could become reality at night?

Just like any other fairy tale, Emily and Tristan lived happily ever after. They never parted and they loved each other until the end. For there is nothing greater than true love.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

The Affect of Religion.

"We are all born like Catholics, aren't we-- in limbo, without religion, until some figure introduces us to God? After that meeting the matter ends for most of us. If there is a change, it is usually for the lesser rather than the greater; many people seem to lose God along life's way." (47) It seems this way for many. People don't grasp to the religions of the world; they stand as such a taboo in everyday life. Often times, people consider church or worship service as just another part of their daily routines. They don't really take into account the things that are taught; they just go on unchanged, although there are some that do find reason in these beliefs. Going to church is something they long for-- the gaining of knowledge that only comes from God. These people have realized the true affect religion can have on one person's life. This is what Pi experiences.

He finds that believing in something is so intriguing and the concept of "God" is fascinating. He takes his religion to the extreme when he connects with almost every type in his small town. I guess when a person really puts some thought into this concept, every person only wants to believe in something-- to have faith in something. They go out looking for something that would fill that hole. Eventually they learn of God and the different beliefs. They grow to understand more and more and then they state their opinion-- their decision of whether they will really believe all this.

Believing in the unseen is hard to understand. This is what Pi felt. He felt the need to understand, the need to know what was really out there. He longed to talk to that unseen force, express his fears and concerns. He needed to know someone wanted to listen, so he turned to God. All religions only wanted to please God, and this is how Pi saw it. To him, there was nothing wrong with hopping from one religion to the other. They all were there for the very same purpose: to fill the hole where beliefs belong. The world is a curious place, and in it live curious people. At times it seems religion is the only thing that can satisfy that curiosity.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Irony of Passion

After reading this section of the novel, Fahrenheit 451, I’ve discovered something. Montag has found a passion—his opportunity to make a difference through what he is most interested in. Though he has put himself in quite a bit of danger, he’s had a change of heart. This “drug” could just as well not be a “drug”. Maybe, just maybe, he’s found the answer to saving what is true. Back before Montag’s time people were granted their knowledge. They went to school and learned of places, people, and ideas that were again thought of later in life. Only because people questioned or found anger against some of these lessons, were they taken away. Some saw it as a gift; there was no more questioning and no more rage over such ideas. Although, others found out that maybe it wasn’t such a blessing. People were encouraged not to think anymore—not to have an opinion of their own. Without this, life is boring and pointless. This is what Montag discovered. It was apparent to him he did not have happiness. “Happiness is important. Fun is everything. And yet I kept sitting there saying to myself, I’m not happy, I’m not happy.” (pg 65) An emptiness in his heart was longing to be filled. He needed more out of his life. Continuously, he went on about his regular schedule, finding no excitement or passion. Then his mind was opened to the land of ideas and imagination. The words he read off a simple page found meaning in his heart.

By stealing these books he felt that sense of guilt but also he discovered knowledge and freedom of thought. He could not tell why he felt so led to do what was so wrong but obviously it was important to him; it was his passion. Through Faber he found that maybe he could actually make a difference. It is completely ironic that a man that lives to destroy books finds passion in them.